Get Me

Yesterday, I attended the Alpha Phi Omega orientation. It's the largest fraternity/sorority in the world. I texted my dad first about the group and he told me that I'll be getting a lot from it. I believe that as I head on to my future, it will be a good factor that will help me with its goal to develop leadership, to promote friendship and to provide service to humanity.

It didn't stop there. The second person I had to ask was my mom. Her mind was open to listen. She became worried with the way a fraternity/sorority keeps its traditions. Talking about how you'll be able to get in.

So there, I will have to consider some things before jumping into a conclusion and, decide. Tomorrow, I'll be meeting with our "lady" and tell her what I've decided.

I feel absurd
I ignore warnings I see ahead of me
I'll cross into a conclusion
Head on to the cliff
Finding myself cold, plunge into a cold sea of blood
If such thing narrates my life
Was it a heroic deed?
Or a futile day of my artistic peak?
My heart is used to hurting
Clash of an unending meaning
If there's a concrete and abstract explanation of beauty
It's not me
But It's you
Send me to where I belong
Love me
My heart was left unlocked
The moment you let me go

..a quiet pain..