Very Okay
I woke up 5 in the morning today. My tummy felt nothing but plain air. I gave it a good deal. What more? A mouth-watering Bacon Mushroom Melt. After a few minutes, our driver arrived. He fetched me and my parents and went our way to (Alabang) the hospital. Thank GOD for a very successful operation to my mom.
My first step on the ground lead me thinking deeply. I chased. around. I asked myself if agnosticism was right there inside me. No, not at all. My belief in God continues to knock at my very young and free soul. I then felt guilty of all the wrongdoings that I have done lately. I am not an infallible person. I wanted then to unravel every single chunk that brought me to feel empty. My thoughts didn't cut out there. Lifting all of them, I realized that my period of existence that very moment should concentrate to my mother and her condition. Nothing more. I blanked out my insanity. I prayed for her.
I felt very sleepy while sitting on the couch so I browsed words from my electro dictionary and listened to the radio. The operation took for only 30 minutes and another 2 hours of rest for my mother. A text message was sent by the nurse telling us that we can see my mom. It was a mild operation and nothing else but relief was the best exchange of the wait.
Together with the jumpy beats of my heart, I was very eager to see her. My mom, yes my mom... To hug her close and tell her she's fine and now it's good that she doesn't have to worry anymore about her condition. I saw her. I smiled and told her right away, "Bebi bibe" (what I call her..close to baby or beb for me). Nothing more can complete my longing when I saw her smiling back with a reflection that she felt better.
After we ate, we went home. Before I left the house, I see to it that everything my mom will be needing was there. I gave her chocolates to eat, a tall glass of water and played some music. I told her to stay in bed and rest. I then went to Rockwell with a friend, watched the movie "A Lot Like Love" and bought a bag for my bestfriend.
My first step on the ground lead me thinking deeply. I chased. around. I asked myself if agnosticism was right there inside me. No, not at all. My belief in God continues to knock at my very young and free soul. I then felt guilty of all the wrongdoings that I have done lately. I am not an infallible person. I wanted then to unravel every single chunk that brought me to feel empty. My thoughts didn't cut out there. Lifting all of them, I realized that my period of existence that very moment should concentrate to my mother and her condition. Nothing more. I blanked out my insanity. I prayed for her.
I felt very sleepy while sitting on the couch so I browsed words from my electro dictionary and listened to the radio. The operation took for only 30 minutes and another 2 hours of rest for my mother. A text message was sent by the nurse telling us that we can see my mom. It was a mild operation and nothing else but relief was the best exchange of the wait.
Together with the jumpy beats of my heart, I was very eager to see her. My mom, yes my mom... To hug her close and tell her she's fine and now it's good that she doesn't have to worry anymore about her condition. I saw her. I smiled and told her right away, "Bebi bibe" (what I call her..close to baby or beb for me). Nothing more can complete my longing when I saw her smiling back with a reflection that she felt better.
After we ate, we went home. Before I left the house, I see to it that everything my mom will be needing was there. I gave her chocolates to eat, a tall glass of water and played some music. I told her to stay in bed and rest. I then went to Rockwell with a friend, watched the movie "A Lot Like Love" and bought a bag for my bestfriend.
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