The Beach

Got 2 days, one night stay in Batangas. I was impressed with the resort and with Palawan as 10, La Luz resort for me will be 8.

When we arrived there, the very accomodating staff had to check for our reservation. They gave us our key. We headed to our bahay-bahayan (as I would want to call it) to leave our things there. Almost 2:00 PM, we had to take our lunch. The resort served delicious food on buffet.

(I got this picture from La Luz's website. I haven't transferred some pictures from my mobile phone yet.)

I had this thought that my first step on the beach will be very memorable. The water was clear. I felt the warmth of the sun and the way the water played with my skin was so gooood.

The sun was just there with me without any lotion applied on my skin. The heat of it was a bit painful and I'm not used to it. I just told myself to face it and enjoy that single moment of mine with my friend for tomorrow will be a new day again. A new day where I'll find my pain healed by the beauty of nature.

As I said to nature, I'll be finding myself there. I did. The beach took every worry inside me. Actually, it also took my silver "ring" ---that very significant ring. It was that important to me and my hand wouldn't be complete each day without feeling it's there. I learned that one's beauty can set your attention away from something you treasure that much and it can even let you realize that you have to let go of beautiful things that can't be just for you.

Dinner was served by the shore with some relaxing music. It was very romantic. Serene, calm, peaceful as I would describe the ambiance that was there for me to feel. If only I could stop that moment, I will. 16 years living and fitting in this world, I haven't ever felt such. I found a part of me that first day. I got to be more aware of true torture---my problems with family, friends and even love. I learned a lot from them and the fact I was away from Manila, their shadows were there but didn't scare me at all.

QUESTIONS

• I'm trying to be a good girl but i cant it seems that there was a problem in my attitude that i cant control.How to erase my traumatic memory can u help me Ayie No one was born bad or rude in this world. It's a matter of knowing who you really are. You are the one responsible for your actions and if you think that something must really be wrong, better change. Not too late, right?
  
• How can i learn to move on?! I want her to be happy but it is sad to see that she is happy with other person rather than me. You hold the answer to your question. Setting someone free is the hardest thing to do in life. Just remember, do not ever let go of the good memories you had with this person. Treasure them. Why? Once in your lifetime, this special person was able to set all your fears, worries and miseries away. Love can give you happiness and pain. Never feel alone, dude. Love never runs out.
  
• I wonder where did you get your question box. I always visit here ala naman e. I got it from my sister’s site and then I installed it here.
  
• Arent't you playing drums anymore? My skills are currently resting for one reason that my drumset isn’t with me right now.