Technicolor Line: A New Episode

Monday, April 11, 2005

Am I HUNGRY?

It's all right letting yourself go as long as you can let yourself back. ---Mick Jagger
English rock singer (1943)

A realization again...

Letting go is the hardest thing a person could do but holding things so tight doesn't guarantee their complete presence in your life. Forever is breakable. You might not notice that they will soon go their way to slip away from your hands. Mind me, I finally have seen the real meaning of letting go. Not to carry heartaches and pain but rather to learn how to sacrifice. It's with constant sacrifice of letting go, everything doesn't only lead to loss but gain.

Couple of months didn't just come. I believe they happened the way they should be. Now I wonder if I already came at the point wherein I let my OWN SELF GO.

WHAT IF I DID? Am I the worst person alive here on earth? I doubt. Of course not.

And I hate what it takes to deal with emotional freedom. They're there for you to balance them. If you're sick with everything, you will no longer flee on the air and beware of seeing yourself fall down to the ground.

Now I want to heal what is here inside. I have no other way. I wouldn't only wait for time to drift as I cry. It's one heck stupidity. I'm in control. My mind's now very clear.

I reflect and now I know that each raw material I hold will safeguard me from everything I fear. The best thing I've got to realize? To look closely. Look closely and feel what's inside and what it is for. I should see that precious gift I've received after all. Are you that curious? Listen to my heart's hiss... It's worth it after all, I see. You might want to have the same thing too but I'll be very selfish. Pay me $1,000,000? No way for it's priceless. Its foundation was built 8 months ago. Short time? Listen to me, it's the best thing ever made for me.

We should give credit to those things that bring happiness to us. We shouldn't not curse them for letting us feel their aroma for a short span of time. They ARE THAT and we are not always "the boss". There are things we fail to notice which are worth our full attention and dedication. Learn to grasp them and secure them. We might not notice that the happiness they bring for now can be very light but our connection with them entitles us to a lasting and a beautiful forever thing.

WAIT, I will work for things to go right... STILL... :D I am really hungry I guess..

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