UNSOLVED IN MY HEART
For a couple of days I got to recharge. I tried how it is to live in a healthy way. I do kickboxing everyday and eat proper diet. I lost pounds not thinking that I'm obligated doing such for I enjoy this change that I had chosen. Good thing I was able to have an agile mind and active reflexes as well.
Around 4 AM and talking to someone on phone, dramatically my mood changed. I would've wanted to just ignore negative echoes yet I couldn't just breathe easily.
I knew right from the start my limits and obligations. I do not say that I can carry all things up. I'm not a god but I guarantee that I'm very dedicated when it comes to those things. And to those people who continue to play their significant roles in my life, I bear with them my love and full honesty.
I FIGHT for those people who I know are worthy enough of any battle. Even if I'll bleed in the end, dead and cannot be resurrected at least I know, I was able to make a change(---something I wanted that brought a good melody to a very beautiful song). To sum up everything, I finally got to be cognizant of the "real" thing I should fight for.
I searched for meaning, said sorry and dismissed my hidden questions. I surmised that all the things I do should also be the one I will get. To make it simpler, I thou shall get what I give.
NOW what I'm thinking of... If they aren't for me, I wouldn't have to make any effort to insist. I ACCEPT. I would not demand anymore, significant other knows what I need then better if he'll know what is for me.
FIVE PEOPLE YOU MEET IN HEAVEN
I went to the nearest bookstore this afternoon to get the book and read it. I finished the book and I find it nice. I learned so many things from it. Very inspiring; I was really moved by it.
"Each of us was in your life for a reason. You may not have known the reason at the time, and that is what heaven is for. For understanding your life on earth."
"Sacrifice. You made one. I made one. We all make them. But you were angry over yours. You kept thinking about what you lost."
"Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you"re not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone."
"Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that's all. Memory becomes your partner. You hold it. Youy nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it.
Around 4 AM and talking to someone on phone, dramatically my mood changed. I would've wanted to just ignore negative echoes yet I couldn't just breathe easily.
I knew right from the start my limits and obligations. I do not say that I can carry all things up. I'm not a god but I guarantee that I'm very dedicated when it comes to those things. And to those people who continue to play their significant roles in my life, I bear with them my love and full honesty.
I FIGHT for those people who I know are worthy enough of any battle. Even if I'll bleed in the end, dead and cannot be resurrected at least I know, I was able to make a change(---something I wanted that brought a good melody to a very beautiful song). To sum up everything, I finally got to be cognizant of the "real" thing I should fight for.
I searched for meaning, said sorry and dismissed my hidden questions. I surmised that all the things I do should also be the one I will get. To make it simpler, I thou shall get what I give.
NOW what I'm thinking of... If they aren't for me, I wouldn't have to make any effort to insist. I ACCEPT. I would not demand anymore, significant other knows what I need then better if he'll know what is for me.
FIVE PEOPLE YOU MEET IN HEAVEN
I went to the nearest bookstore this afternoon to get the book and read it. I finished the book and I find it nice. I learned so many things from it. Very inspiring; I was really moved by it.
"Each of us was in your life for a reason. You may not have known the reason at the time, and that is what heaven is for. For understanding your life on earth."
"Sacrifice. You made one. I made one. We all make them. But you were angry over yours. You kept thinking about what you lost."
"Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you"re not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone."
"Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that's all. Memory becomes your partner. You hold it. Youy nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it.
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