A Letter Can Explain
The windfall left me defenceless. It gave a tremendous effect in this chapter of my life. As I thought that everything has to end on its own time, seeing your face objects all the explanations gathered. Truly, a smile with you will make my day at its best.
315 days to be exact that I've gone my way with you. Who would've thought that the feeling I felt that first day with you had already grown into something like this. More than I expected but miles away from what I became frightened of.
I am one person who's allergic to pretentions.I wasn't born perfect in this world. I do not have any knowledge on how I can turn you on. The way I do things for you is simply the way I know, the way I want and of course...the way I am. No one can rave on that.
You changed something in my life. Actually, more than half of it. During the night, while the moon would fantasize conquering the skies and with the stars twinkling from afar, sweet messages from you speed up the magic of everything. You would wait for my eyes to close and for my body to rest. I would then have gone asleep not conscious anymore whether you're still up or not. Still I know, my subconscious will always chase after you---ONLY YOU. As it goes, morning will follow. I might have forgotten some parts that happened during my 8 or 9 hours of sleep. Still, I cannot scorn the great feeling of knowing that yesterday you have waited for me and I know you will always be open to that thing until we are out of this prison. Let me hold you always.
Now, it is distressing to notice that the more I want to see you happy with me, the normal blood of an easily-tempted human would often submit to temptations. Day by day it starts to eat my pure intention which is to love you extremely and dearly. To hurt you is like a replica of an ally of grief inside me.
I know I've told you before that you are a prayer I never said. Never a moment in my life that I've thought someone like you who is almost perfect was born in this world. You are now a very important fragment that shapes my whole-being. Fate brought us together but I wouldn't allow it to make us separate from each other.
315 days...
Those days, we shared happiness and pain.
Thing I cannot learn and I do not ever want to forget..
Can there be 315 x 1,000,000? I ask for it.
I'm fiction's shadow. Go figure.
Matamlay na isip
Katawan ay lanta
Nagsusulat ng walang patutunguhan
Mahihimlay na ba?
Ayoko pang isipin
315 days to be exact that I've gone my way with you. Who would've thought that the feeling I felt that first day with you had already grown into something like this. More than I expected but miles away from what I became frightened of.
I am one person who's allergic to pretentions.I wasn't born perfect in this world. I do not have any knowledge on how I can turn you on. The way I do things for you is simply the way I know, the way I want and of course...the way I am. No one can rave on that.
You changed something in my life. Actually, more than half of it. During the night, while the moon would fantasize conquering the skies and with the stars twinkling from afar, sweet messages from you speed up the magic of everything. You would wait for my eyes to close and for my body to rest. I would then have gone asleep not conscious anymore whether you're still up or not. Still I know, my subconscious will always chase after you---ONLY YOU. As it goes, morning will follow. I might have forgotten some parts that happened during my 8 or 9 hours of sleep. Still, I cannot scorn the great feeling of knowing that yesterday you have waited for me and I know you will always be open to that thing until we are out of this prison. Let me hold you always.
Now, it is distressing to notice that the more I want to see you happy with me, the normal blood of an easily-tempted human would often submit to temptations. Day by day it starts to eat my pure intention which is to love you extremely and dearly. To hurt you is like a replica of an ally of grief inside me.
I know I've told you before that you are a prayer I never said. Never a moment in my life that I've thought someone like you who is almost perfect was born in this world. You are now a very important fragment that shapes my whole-being. Fate brought us together but I wouldn't allow it to make us separate from each other.
315 days...
Those days, we shared happiness and pain.
Thing I cannot learn and I do not ever want to forget..
Can there be 315 x 1,000,000? I ask for it.
I'm fiction's shadow. Go figure.
Matamlay na isip
Katawan ay lanta
Nagsusulat ng walang patutunguhan
Mahihimlay na ba?
Ayoko pang isipin
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