BACK TO THE GAME!
Whenever I write, I must add fuel... More fuel. Now, I'm back. It's been a long time since my last blog. I wasn't just actually looking for a significant change in my life. Moreover, I believe that "dull repetitious work gives no gratification". Suddenly, a resentful heart made me write here now.
This soul of mine at this certain moment doesn't suffer any damnation although I'm pissed off to someone, who thought like a lost my grip on him. Not true. Let me say that I will always have a room filled with satisfying aroma only made for those people ("friends", etc.. I want to clear everything!) I love dearly. I only choose people who may wander there inside. I do not care even for some circumstances a lot of people would often misinterpret me. My head gets mental sometimes but I am coping up. This is me, it's for you to decide if you'll be pleased.
As a very distinguished flirt, which in my own lexicon defined as "meeting people with sweetened affection who came to the magnitude of my soul searching for a friend or for someone I can open up and share my life with" will always be my name. I used to have the fear of monophobia and its heart-rending effect. Right now, no more. I came to a realization that I must reach a certain point in my life that no matter a small or big fraction of people would choose to stay with me, I must be able to tell them my honest words in the end...that they gave meaning to my life.
I would want my eyes to look at people in a different way. As they say that the eyes are the windows of the soul, then one must be able to see that unnerving I may stare at him or her, something must be happening inside my system. At a certain point I could even see if they feel surprised, desolate or annoyed. I believe that while I constantly look in, capturing possibilites and searching for many stories I know they are composed of, my soul narrates what I see and tries to digest them. How this good deal of assurance plays a portion of satisfying taste, I do not want to doubt anyone's warm affection though.
This soul of mine at this certain moment doesn't suffer any damnation although I'm pissed off to someone, who thought like a lost my grip on him. Not true. Let me say that I will always have a room filled with satisfying aroma only made for those people ("friends", etc.. I want to clear everything!) I love dearly. I only choose people who may wander there inside. I do not care even for some circumstances a lot of people would often misinterpret me. My head gets mental sometimes but I am coping up. This is me, it's for you to decide if you'll be pleased.
As a very distinguished flirt, which in my own lexicon defined as "meeting people with sweetened affection who came to the magnitude of my soul searching for a friend or for someone I can open up and share my life with" will always be my name. I used to have the fear of monophobia and its heart-rending effect. Right now, no more. I came to a realization that I must reach a certain point in my life that no matter a small or big fraction of people would choose to stay with me, I must be able to tell them my honest words in the end...that they gave meaning to my life.
I would want my eyes to look at people in a different way. As they say that the eyes are the windows of the soul, then one must be able to see that unnerving I may stare at him or her, something must be happening inside my system. At a certain point I could even see if they feel surprised, desolate or annoyed. I believe that while I constantly look in, capturing possibilites and searching for many stories I know they are composed of, my soul narrates what I see and tries to digest them. How this good deal of assurance plays a portion of satisfying taste, I do not want to doubt anyone's warm affection though.
Your Birthdate: October 19 |
Your birth on the 19th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life path. But at the same time, it poses a number of obstacles to overcome before you are able to be as independent as you would like. The number 1 energy suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities than your path may have indicated. A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. However, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well. Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences. The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married. You may take on a tendency to be nervous and angry. |
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