21...21...21...

"I shut my eyes in order to see.."

Things I got today...

• a toblerone chocolate
• 2 cakes (blueberry and strawberry cheesecake)
• a very beautiful card

THANK YOU VERY MUCH! Sometimes I don't sound like I appreciate things...I'm sorry if some people think that way. But I do appreciate, so much. I just do not know how to react. Anyway, I find everything SWEET...very sweet!

Eventhough everything wasn't enough to make my day, still alright. Am I happy? Don't ask me that question...I might say the wrong answer.

I feel like something's missing. I know it's just there... just there... upon my reach. I don't know what move will I make. I'm afraid I'll lose everything by a single thing that I;m going to do. I was never free... I plea for freedom...

I have no one to talk to. I have no one to whom this heart would cling to. I'm deprived by someone with this freedom I'm asking. I'm more than a deserted place. My chest wants to explode. And my heart, I couldn't feel it anymore...

BALIW Ano, ba itong napasok ko? Nang makilala ka'y nag-iba ang mundo, nabura lahat sa pangingin, walang nais intindihin kundi itong damdamin sa yo Ano, ba itong dinulot mo? Buong araw, pati gabi, ikaw sa isip ko, ikaw lamang sa paningin, at syang nais intindihin, nasisiraan yata ako Ikaw ang lagi sa isipan ko, walang iba sa puso ko, baliw yatang umibig sayo. Ikaw ang hanap bawat sandali, nakikita na lang lagi, baka may sira ang isip ko mapapansin mo kaya itong baliw sa yo.Ano kayang magagawa nito? Isang ngiti mo lang sa kin, natutunaw ako, nauubusan ng hangin, nauutal na bigkasing, nagmamahal ng todo sa yo

I LOVE THAT SONG!