Seeing yourself as you want to be is the key to personal growth...

Ah..hello...I want to freak out. For no purpose. Ah..yeah..

Why is it that I don't find myself in anger's real deal? Let all the beasts fade and I find myself standing still. I shed tears to fill that empty jar of my own emotion's graveyard. I got nothing to do, but to hate... Things did change..

The real world... I'm living in. Not that I do not want to live here, NOT THAT. But if ever I'll have any power...the gift of seeing things that only I myself could, or only few people could, it will be a better den for me. At least I know, it is more real..more real than this world.

I believe in myself... And I still doubt if it's true that I really believe in myself or I'm one of those people who are trying to put me down. Ifonly I could pierce.. pierce exactly that angle of elevation of my weirdest different self. Then maybe, I won't ask for these things and their right answers. But as my journey goes on, in time, I'll find exactly that thing.

It's such a threat to one's self when he doesn'teven know how to trust his own self. What then, cling to the society he's surrounded with? What if still, there's no such thing he's looking for. I'm that kind of person...I don't know how to trust. Yes it's true...The thing I hold I know, we're made wise not by the recollection of our past, but by the responsibility for our future... Did I make sense or not? See what I'm trying to say...