Yeah NOW I CAN BLOG!
I thought things would pass. Now I'm stuck and I can't find any way where I could go. I used to regret things but also on the other hand, I got to learn that regreting something won't lead you anywhere. If only...If only...Then I won't ever cross the line where I'll get to know the real me behind all these masks on my face.
The real deal is, do I even know? Or am I just too scared. I am half the woman I felt like I was. I'm always afraid.... I feel I'm turning into ice. Things are starting to appear hazy and vague. Uh-oh. Now I do not even know what future for me is to come. I know I'll find relief soon. I know it's on the air for me, it's not yet within my reach but at least.
Soon I'll be graduting from HS. My life of course won't stop there. I'm ready for change. It would be a strong phase of beginning---a beginning to reach all my dreams. Journalism is the course I got for college. I remember one classmate of mine said, "Utak dapat ginagamit sa pagpili ng course. Hindi kasi ako dun sa passion ko....Dun ako sa alam ko kikita ng malaki..." I know there's no way to buddy up Mr. WRITE and I'm not after the money. What I'm after for is the pride. Right now I have no pride to share what I write to the world and get a crack from them. I know my words are just PLAIN words from a person like me who's so frustrated to write, write and write. Sooner or later I believe...these words would all come out from a shell to divulge...
"HUSH"-LL COOL J U feel so goodRest of my life i wish i could Hold u tight and take a flight out the hood Was i foul or just misunderstood? Mind-mannered or up to no-good It really doesnt matter, either way i should Maximize the moment and hold ya close Jump in the drop spider and cruise down the coast Who loved u the most? I was never ghost When lives was on the line Confusion in ya mind Runnin outta time Drama of all kind But theres faith in our mind We spiritually inclined Sometimes i flip Sometimes u flip Sometimes we wild out and act like lunatics We movin too fast, the whole world's in a rush Everybody just hush...
Currently my fave song. Bow.
The real deal is, do I even know? Or am I just too scared. I am half the woman I felt like I was. I'm always afraid.... I feel I'm turning into ice. Things are starting to appear hazy and vague. Uh-oh. Now I do not even know what future for me is to come. I know I'll find relief soon. I know it's on the air for me, it's not yet within my reach but at least.
Soon I'll be graduting from HS. My life of course won't stop there. I'm ready for change. It would be a strong phase of beginning---a beginning to reach all my dreams. Journalism is the course I got for college. I remember one classmate of mine said, "Utak dapat ginagamit sa pagpili ng course. Hindi kasi ako dun sa passion ko....Dun ako sa alam ko kikita ng malaki..." I know there's no way to buddy up Mr. WRITE and I'm not after the money. What I'm after for is the pride. Right now I have no pride to share what I write to the world and get a crack from them. I know my words are just PLAIN words from a person like me who's so frustrated to write, write and write. Sooner or later I believe...these words would all come out from a shell to divulge...
"HUSH"-LL COOL J U feel so goodRest of my life i wish i could Hold u tight and take a flight out the hood Was i foul or just misunderstood? Mind-mannered or up to no-good It really doesnt matter, either way i should Maximize the moment and hold ya close Jump in the drop spider and cruise down the coast Who loved u the most? I was never ghost When lives was on the line Confusion in ya mind Runnin outta time Drama of all kind But theres faith in our mind We spiritually inclined Sometimes i flip Sometimes u flip Sometimes we wild out and act like lunatics We movin too fast, the whole world's in a rush Everybody just hush...
Currently my fave song. Bow.
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