Kalawakan Sa Dilim

"All thought is a feat of association: having what's in front of you bring up something in your mind that you almost didn't know you knew." -Robert Frost

Days aren't going well as I would like them to be. A part of me is so attached to someone. The joy is like a bolt out of the blue. Someone's hand holding mine is like an unforeseen repercussions.

I admit, I do not ever want to lose my "own identity" in search for happiness. Until just this morning, out of nothing, I have realized how one knowledge that I gained from someone (a musician) still has an appeal to me up to this moment.

If ever I have let myself go, nothing can be wrong, as long as I know how to get it back

I shall know. Right?

Dahil ako yun. At baka pagbalik pa noon, iba na ang kabuuan nya. Maaaring may mga dumagdag pa na mga bagay na kailanma'y hindi ko ninais malaman ngunit yun pala ang magbubuo sa pagkatao ko.

Sabi nga, "Change should be a friend. It should happen by plan, not by accident."

Yun ba ang rason kung bakit sinabi niya sa akin ang mga salitang, "Pati ba sa akin, bato na ang puso mo?"