Everything was left understatement. Suddenly, now I all have is myself to blame.

I've been in love a couple of times, but never I became so serious and loyal about the matter. Maybe once, twice, thrice, how will I be able to know? It's a matter of going to how I feel and not getting too concerned that I have these feelings. I don't dwell with intuition or rather believe love can be so perfect. I always see the flaws on other couples. I used to end up with one conclusion, "Love's a game no one could ever win." "Love will never have a happy ending."

But now, at this early stage, at this very moment, my heart was moved. My feelings were all set free. I know this is true, for I can feel it. It's strange. Crying all over again and at the same time feeling emptiness as my love for one person continues to grow. It all comes back-EVERYTHING WAS MY FAULT. Everything wasn't planned. I didn't intend to break this person's heart, but rather mend it. I know how this person's life was like before and I pray that I can change it dramatically. Ummm.. Slow but TRUE. I want to leave a mark that will never be forgotten. I want to touch this person in a very special way. If love wasn't really true for me before, I'm sure I was blind. Believe me, that my love for this person will either stay the same or grow to be more because without this person, I am lost.