Never thought my day would end up just like that. Like all my feelings were left behind, I was left confused and all I felt was emptiness. I find it hard to look deeper to my own satisfaction. Then mess just came my way, I'm totally one hell jerk, yet I'm so in love and still willing to give all my love and care.

But as always, I'll always be understand like a spoiled kid, brat-grr by someone.

Why does my mind change so fast like the weather? I hope I can comprehend with that. I'm trying to prove something yet I'm not given any way or maybe I can't search for the best way. Everything's a bliss and for a moment can let everything go and turn my world upside down.

Silence I befriend when I'm lonely, confused, sad. I can fake a hundred smiles but it will lead to only a single thought, I never get satisfied.