What I have here in my heart is pain and anger. I don't know how can I stop the presence of these seasons in my chest. At the point of giving up, I was left by "those people close to my heart" and I wasn't even expecting that all of these things could happen.

I only want to be free...

Woke up bent and broken
Just to find that fate has spoken
All I call out I call out for change
For every moment that remains
For every sinking stone to find its place
Long before they're washed away

Then suddenly, when you feel like you lost everything, ALMOST everything, someone out there would let you feel secure.. Hold you close and bring you back to life.. Even if it seems like it will take you for a long time to get over and move on, never will this person leave your side. Isn't it a very good relief? I think so..... I really think so. Somehow, I won't be near to commit suicide. :(