We had pep practice yesterday. We were dismissed late. I don't know if I handled everything right, I'm not that familiar yet with the cheers so I needed to "kapain" yung beat for each cheer sa drums. So far, mejo nakukuha ko na.

We don't have classes today. Manila Day. I went home here at the dorm past 9 AM. I didn't sleep here last night. Secret na lang kung kanino. Issue! Just kidding. Stop.

Hmm... So I guess things do change so fast. Like the weather. Just last night, everything was so fine. Then suddenly, things will turn out wrong, so wrong. Like someone was pissed all because of me. To think that I felt or maybe I still feel the same thing right now. I have no choice but to ask to be forgiven just to save everything. What did I get for asking that? Is my soul free of those shit right now? No. But I gotta think I am.

Sometimes I want to think "love" is an excuse. I don't want to expound anymore.

We went to G4 kanina. Hey I bought Usher's Confessions album.

We had dinner kanina. My mom came over and did want to spend some time with us. While we were eating, napasama "siya" sa usapan. Ummm sabi ni Mommy, "O, si Ian, kumusta na? Nag-uusap pa ba kayo?" Lintik. I felt like my tears wanted to flow but my soul would do anything to control everything. All I said was, "Di na eh." (napapaiyak na ako ngayon..) See, I don't have his cell number anymore. They moved into a new home. Tapos may girl pa na nalilink sa kanya. Honestly speaking, OUCH. Past is past. But I guess, past should'nt be forgotten. Magccollege na. I wanna ask him what course will he be taking up. Sana matanong ko noh? Alala ko dati, he wants to be a teacher. Tapos naiisip ko magiging asawa pala ako ng isang teacher.. Ok lang sakin! Argh. Tapos na nga pala. Si forever, hindi pala si forever.