Beginning?
Sweet-Revenge is over. From Blogger to Xanga then back to Blogger? Maybe I'm foolin' around. I'm sorry. But all I want now is something new. I can't figure out the right choice. Now, I guess I'll really stick with this one. Yes, I have to start my blogging life all over again. Just fine though.
What's new? Nothing. I'm partly happy. Not totally, but that ain't bad. Last night I got a chat w/my bestfriend and it was great. She showed me some compositions of her friend. All I can say is, I really admire her friend's work and I got so inspired. This vacation I couldn't find the drive to write. Unlike when I was in school-dormitory, months before vacation, all I'll do is write, write, write 24/7 just about anything. My feelings, my life, it isn't pathetic. Like what I usually say, it's my way of feeling secure. I'm not merely saying I'm a very good writer, but by doing that habit, it makes me feel I'm good at something. Simply by stating, narrating and finding the right words to express how I feel. Poetry is a savior-for me. I will always dream of a death Petrarch had (I learned from Social class), found dead while holding a pen.
I think I'm busy chasing things around me. My God, good observer huh? Today's election. Whew. Some of our kamag-anaks are here (mum's side). It's good being surrounded with a lot of people here. I can't really ignore some comments about me. My cousin just told my sister, "Bat ang suplada ni Ayie ngayon?"And then one scenario also happened before that my aunt thought I'm mad at her coz I really won't give any word. Totally a snob. Yes, it's irritating for their side I know. Maybe. Nothing's wrong with me. I'm not the type of person who'll mingle around without making any sense at all.
What keeps me writing now? This blog is getting so long and I feel like I'm new doing this, which isn't in the first place. We went to my aunt's house and ate there. After that, our cousin showed his new room. Showroom. Hekhek. It's great. Nice tv, dvd player, bed, EVERYTHING WAS GREAT! They chose to watch School of Rock, which apparently has been a favorite of mine. I just won't forget it and someone won't be forgotten at the same time. :)
Now I can see I haven't been myself. Whew. Good factor I think. I'm learning to enjoy my life, see beautiful things that surround me and not feeling dense and frustrated. Life is beautiful, I gonna learn to live the best way I know.
What's new? Nothing. I'm partly happy. Not totally, but that ain't bad. Last night I got a chat w/my bestfriend and it was great. She showed me some compositions of her friend. All I can say is, I really admire her friend's work and I got so inspired. This vacation I couldn't find the drive to write. Unlike when I was in school-dormitory, months before vacation, all I'll do is write, write, write 24/7 just about anything. My feelings, my life, it isn't pathetic. Like what I usually say, it's my way of feeling secure. I'm not merely saying I'm a very good writer, but by doing that habit, it makes me feel I'm good at something. Simply by stating, narrating and finding the right words to express how I feel. Poetry is a savior-for me. I will always dream of a death Petrarch had (I learned from Social class), found dead while holding a pen.
I think I'm busy chasing things around me. My God, good observer huh? Today's election. Whew. Some of our kamag-anaks are here (mum's side). It's good being surrounded with a lot of people here. I can't really ignore some comments about me. My cousin just told my sister, "Bat ang suplada ni Ayie ngayon?"And then one scenario also happened before that my aunt thought I'm mad at her coz I really won't give any word. Totally a snob. Yes, it's irritating for their side I know. Maybe. Nothing's wrong with me. I'm not the type of person who'll mingle around without making any sense at all.
What keeps me writing now? This blog is getting so long and I feel like I'm new doing this, which isn't in the first place. We went to my aunt's house and ate there. After that, our cousin showed his new room. Showroom. Hekhek. It's great. Nice tv, dvd player, bed, EVERYTHING WAS GREAT! They chose to watch School of Rock, which apparently has been a favorite of mine. I just won't forget it and someone won't be forgotten at the same time. :)
Now I can see I haven't been myself. Whew. Good factor I think. I'm learning to enjoy my life, see beautiful things that surround me and not feeling dense and frustrated. Life is beautiful, I gonna learn to live the best way I know.
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